Ok, getting back into things. It's been a long time and I've been neglecting this page.
I'm over that girl and things are looking up now, her and I are still good friends, I've got a girlfriend now (after a long, strange relationship with a guy who taught me a lot).
Am I gay? I'm dating a girl so really, I'm gay, right? I don't know.. It keeps me up at night. I'm ok with liking girls, it's natural for me, but letting other people in on it, like people I don't know well, its terrifying. Other peoples perception of me is one thing that I have, I can't control what they think, but their actions and attitudes toward me affect me, so it makes sense to consider their thoughts before I come out.
Is it really coming out if you aren't sure? I don't know. I've been doing research and getting on forums, gonna absorb this information. Learn from other peoples experiences..
Who knows? Which side of the fence will I end up on? Time will tell.
