I can't move on. I tried.
Aside from that, my little slice of the world has grown darker. I see the world tinged with a deep hue of blue. I've felt it for the last time, that disappointment when another just lapses over my reaching out with an "I understand" or "I know how that feels". I won't trust this person anymore, I won't share in their dark little universe.
Now, my conflict: To reach out to one qualified before I hit rock bottom or to carry on with my own comforts. I hope I can muster up the courage. Is it possible to fight without support? Is this really even a battle? It feels so.
The worst sadness is experienced in times spent alone in solitude. The most unnecessary of acts are committed in solitude. Confusion is felt in the clutches of solitude. But company is not all it is worked up to be either, especially when they hoard dark and are contagious or worse.. They utter not a single word worth speaking.
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