They'll never know the truth behind my words. The agony I endure, it survives and knows no end. I thought I was stronger, I thought I could do the right thing. It seems this shall not be so. I have no choice but to do what is best, though, no matter the expense. (You'd think the right thing and doing whats best would be the same thing.. but its not)
I am a hypocrite, I preach honesty but cannot practise it. I yearn for a fight with myself so that I can beat the weaker portion of my character. This inner turmoil, it must end.
I remain confused, hurt and disoriented.. But I must be stronger.. I'm lucky that nobody checks my blog these days..
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